I don't really know how to start this message. I don't know you personally, and I might never know who you are. Or, really anything about you. But what I do know, is that I- and many others have been through the exact same thing you have been. And I know it's generic as all hell to hear, and you've probably heard it time and time again, but it's true. You can't really live until you've died a little. Died in this case, not being literal, but.. "died a little" as in, just how you've felt. Again, I don't know what's happened. I don't know if it was something that someone did to you that made you feel this way- if it was something you did that you regret- or whatever. But I'm going to talk about those two a little as, they're the most likely. For the first, you shouldn't let someone else's misdeeds direct your life. I'm not saying to just forget what happened. Because, to be honest, that's impossible. You can't forget the terrible things that have happened. But you need to realize at one point or another, that you can grow from it. And, if it was the former- We aren't defined by our mistakes. We are defined by what we do now. We are defined not by what happened in the past. And I believe that everyone- can grow from who they were. And, even if it wasn't either of those- If it was something different, whatever happened- this one is more of a general thing I want to tell you, personally. Life can be beautiful, but it's a double edged sword. You can experience amazing, great things, or some of the worst. But that sword can be controlled, but only you can control it. Only you can change the directory of your life. Nobody else. For years, I always was waiting for *someone* to "fix me" or, whatever. And don't get me wrong, someone like a therapist or talking to close friends can help. But in the end, the only person who makes that change, that change that *really* matters, is you. And you need to make that first step. That first step to bettering your life. Whether it's doing a hobby more you enjoy, taking better care of your physical health, whatever it may be you think you've been neglecting from yourself because of these terrible thoughts, I need you to try. Not for me, or some other person. But for yourself. I don't know if we'll ever meet again, or talk. I could be sending a message into the wind, never to be seen or read. But all I care about right now, is that you know what I've wrote. It took me ages to accept, and hell, I don't even fully accept it all yet. There's still a part of my brain that hates me. Hates everything about me. But we keep moving on. We don't ever give up. <3

typically i can’t write so seriously— this unfortunately is one of those cases. i want to connect with this website deeper than “this resonates with me and i want to cry” but i haven’t felt like this so theres not much that i can say im a little slow, but if this is real (as in, not a work of fiction and straight from the soul) then i do wish that your days lighten up in the near future. id say the world isnt anyways fair, or kind at all. that much is obvious that reality is a cruel mistress. but id say that nothing lasts forever— including every bad thing in life. i think… the days will get better soon, and the clouds will clear from the sky. but… of course nothing will happen if you don’t take the first step. again, not sure if this is pure feeling or fiction, maybe it’s a mix of both. regardless, hard work pays off, so don’t give up. (do i make sense? not sure if i am, i feel a little embarrassed…)

just wanted to show some support here. this site really resonates with me, i think its an amazing showcase of both your personality and your pain. im not gonna try to preach to you about how suicide is wrong, since i dont think its what you need to hear. i respect your wishes, and i think the path you've chosen is both understandable, and beautiful, in its own twisted way. i just want to let you know that no matter what happens to you, you have value, and you are a beautiful person. a broken person, but a beautiful person still. your writing is amazing, its so skillful and descriptive, and full of emotion. its genuinely some of the most passionate, heartfelt, and elegant poetry i've ever read. i can tell you've been through a lot, and i empathize with that. life hasn't been kind to you, and it seems like the very people who should cherish you only hurt and beat you down instead. it's a horrible reality to live through. but if its any consolation, both you and this website mean a lot to me, and i just want to thank you for creating this site. youre a wonderful person, and i hope that some day, life turns around for you. thank you.

Why does this site creep me out?!? Is it because of my fear of getting jumpscared? Nonetheless, perfect for creepypasta lovers mate, good work!

You know Jesus died for our sins once and for all. No need to waste your life by ending it - there is a job to do - the whole world lies in darkness. Hey you can always go to my website with Sheep and enjoy it. Although somewhat of a mess but it does something. You know how many lies and deceptions that is in this world - the depravity of all things that is going on. The Devil always wanna take us down, and he is for the most part very effective. It is an evil and dark world, and the more one knows, the more one sees surrounding us. - Darkijah - http://JesusGod-Pope666.Info